Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Hello babies!
I'm taking a short break from my revision so I'll update some stuff aites?
Ferst thing up, I've broken up with Nas for two weeks, I believe.
Since then, we've planned to be good friends.
Everything will be normal, just that instead of a r'ship,
we're jus friends.
My family still accepts hym as a friend of mine,
still invites hym for outings.
I was happy with the way things are.
I thought he undastands me. But I was disappointed.
Throughout that few months that we were togeda,
I guess he only knew me by that bit.
Our breakup isn't an instant break up.
The turns of events made me come to the decision.
And before making that final decision,
I had asked opinions of several people,
most importantly, my Parents.
I thought everything has been settled then.
Since the case is closed, I don't wish to rake it up again.
Lyk I said, Im happy with the way things are now.
I don't wish to have any misundastandings with any otha parties.
You make it sound as if I asked for the break up
because I hv someone else.
Don't you get it still? Even afta ibu spoke to you?
I don't know how else to make u undastand.
I truly appreciate all the things u had done for me.
Yes, YOU were the one who were owaes there for me.
But sadly, YOU don't undastand me.
I've just got one thing to declare.
I didn't ask for a break up due to freedom.
I believe u gave me enuff freedom when I was with u.
I needn't ask more from u when we were togeda back then.
I give up. Since you wana take it that way,
I've got nothing more to say. My conscience is clear.
I just can't make you undastand. But I hope that one fine day,
YOU will.
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Secondly, MT O level is finally over!
One subject down, alhamdulillah.
I'm so happy with the karangan I wrote,
because it's a story close to my heart.
Now I'll hv more tym to focus on my Maths & Sciences.
Thx Ayah for paying for the Chem Bootcamp for me.
I'll do my best to improve in my Chemistry.
I won't let otha matters to affect me in my studies.
I still wana pursue my Dream. =)
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Third, DIVAS!
I love u gurls! I'm sorry that each tym we have an outing or meet ups,
I'll be the one who have to rush off early.
Its truly coincidental that I have matters on those days.
But no matter what, I owaes appreciate yr presence.
May our Fwenship blooms to no end, ok?
*hugs & kisses*
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For now, I'm truly contented with my lyf. =)
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